Michelle Rodriguez revealed that she struggled dealing with the death of her Fast and Furious co-star and dear friend Paul Walker. She admitted that she went crazy, travelled and had sex in an attempt to ignore the pain she felt.

The 36-year old actress admitted that she had difficulty accepting Paul was gone. Paul lost his life in a tragic car accident in November of 2013. She said that she went "travelling and having sex"-things that she would never do if she were in her right state of mind.

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Michelle, who was photographed intensely PDA-ing with ex-girlfriend Cara Delevingne and rumored boyfriend Zac Efron last year sat down for an interview with Entertainment Weekly, in which she revealed that went on an unlikely binge. "I went pretty crazy," she said.

"A lot of the stuff I did last year I would never do had I been in my right mind," she added.

She said that after Paul's death, there was nothing that made her feel alive and explained that she pushed herself hard and was simply doing things that could make her let go of everything she was feeling.

Michelle, who described Paul as the "deepest guy," said that she found it extremely hard coming to terms with why Paul was taken away at 40. But she realized that she needed to move on and pick herself back up. 

She shared that being deep is one of the qualities that both Paul and her share, so when Paul passed away, she wasn't able to help but ask, "Why am I f*****g here? And like why'd you leave without me?"

However, it seems like Michelle has finally found the courage to accept Paul's fate and put herself back together. She revealed that she woke up one day "with a profound respect for living" and told herself to stop hiding and continue living her life.

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